Hello everyone!

Yeah so I fell off the face of the earth 3 years ago, went and turned 30, and got married to that hot guy in my photos I had posted last. lol (Roger) I'm so happy that I haven't had time to blog

So, today is my birthday and it's been good so far. Thank you everyone for the nice messages, phone calls and text messages!   xoxo

Every year is a new year! For me, and many others, birthdays have always been a day of heavy thinking. Not just the bad ones, but all of them. I've always been one to really grasp the thought of "I'm getting older." From here it always seems to stems off in to "euphoric thoughts." Meaning, a day of big changes in my life. It's interesting too because psychology says that we "decide how we feel based on past experience." Meaning that we look at our past and decide either: I liked how things were then compaired to now so I'm not happy or I like how things are now compaired to then so I'm happy. When we have these thoughts many of us start making changes or try harder to keep things the way they are. I tend to do a lot of this kind of thinking, specifically, on my birthday.   

So, I did it again. I went through my entire phone book and just started deleting everyone. I do this every so often. I feel that when I don't talk to, or hear from, people (after a while) they are not really my friends. I also don't answer to numbers I don't recognize either. You either leave me a message or you don't get a phone call back!(I have good reasons!)